Boredom

I would say I am starting to hate this holiday now...basically I am growing mushrom =S

A lot of my friends are gone overseas...some are probably packing their luggages and getting ready for it...Those who are left in Melbourne, are mostly working.

I'm trying to keep myself busy, the same method I use to forget those terrible thoughts for a while...I don't know how well it is working...but a part of me say I want to go back to uni...

Nothing productive...

OMG....I realised I've done NOTHING on the list that I put up a few days ago..

1) I haven' t send the information regarding next year to my MAP friends. Yeh i decide to do them in early January before I go back....
2) "Nobody" dance....is...ok, i've looked at it a few times....(how are you girls going Miao miao n andi?)....its...hard...=S
3) Still havent; find any songs to perform for MAP....will work on it next month!
4) "Kiss The Rain".....hm..ok, I am not in any mood to practise piano ...yet....I have a month for this song until 12th Jan...if I start in mid December.

erm....I am so lazy =[

Oh went to watch Australia today!
Its a beautiful story=] and I enjoyed it...!!

Tomorrow...gona stay at home then go for work from 5-9pm
Saturday...work from 10-3pm...stay at home...try to sort out some stuff. Hopefully can put an end to it.
Sunday...home! hmm...maybe go out with aunt if she's not too tired? seems that I haven't been spending time with her for ages. If she doesnt want then..i will go shopping myself =] Got a ots of stuff of stuff to get...
Gona be a la-la-la weekend!

TO Bev, smile =]
TO Hannah, enjoy HK ...=]

omg omg omg...results are coming out tomorrow mid-day....*faint*

A Day in the City

Its the end of november!

..and X'mas is coming!!

Should I be happy or not?

It was fun lining up outside Myers for the X'mas windows...yeh they're expensive! but pretty too!! and about Santa, I still don't believe him! =P

The National Gallery of Victoria was fun too! It had asian and european art, both old and modern...Guess my favourite would be oil painting...look at them from far away, and you will see how pretty they are. Yes, each object in the painting represents something. From colours to texture, objects to person...

And here is an interesting oil painting.....

Zooming into the music sheet that this lady is holding...we've found something ....=P

OHH Allen's Music store....>3<

I would LOVE to live there!!! so many musical insturments...even tho I can't play them all=P ..so many music books...even tho I can't read them all=P

Neh, maybe its a wiser idea to have my own music room when I have my own house....

Let's see what I should put in....Keyboard*1, Guitar*1 or 2, GUZHENG*2 or 3, YangQin*1...aww who say you need kids!? I still want to leanr a few different instruments! not going to be my main one, but at least ..its FUN! *heart music*

I will make this dream come true=]

下雨天

刚刚听了LARA/南拳妈妈的“下雨天”, 歌词刚好跟今天的心情相反。

下雨天了怎么办 我好想你
不敢打给你 我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音 变得好熟悉
沉默的场景 做你的代替
陪我听雨滴 期待让人越来越沉迷
谁和我一样 等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会 寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞
一个人擦泪
一个人好累
怎样的雨 怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大 天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴其实
没有我你分不清那些
彻别 接近还能多一些
别说 你会难过别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉


今天，下雨。
而我，没有一个人独自撑伞。。。谢谢你。
今天的我，不用一个人为自己擦去泪水。。。谢谢你。
因为有你在，尽管多累也有勇气撑下去。
Because I know you won't leave me alone.

The bitter and the sweet

I am just feeling blue.....grey....

Terrible actually.

I just want this storm to be over soon...
I want to see the sunshine and rainbow after that.

Its a matter of time,
and I have plenty of that.
If you are willing put in a bit of patience;
and I know you are.

No matter what happen,
nothing will change.

Trust me,
it will be ok oneday.

I will never give up.

Whatever we are going through now,
or whatever we will go through;
would bring us closer to each other,
and make us stronger than how we are now.

Have faith.

Music recording....hmmz

Wao...i didn't know Audacity can record so well!!

This morning and earl afternoon I spent all my time recording my Guzheng music. That was so cool! now i can play the left hand and riht hand seperately....and i can do a duet too! Just record one..then record anoher part...join them together and there we go! But I still have a problem that can;t be solved...Its the timing problem...It wsa ok just recording the first time,then once it comes to recording the second part, it was always half a beat slower when i play it....Mel! can you pls tell me how to solve it?? It drove me nuts to play half beat faster in the music jut to keep up with the beat in the second part....

Then I went to my friend's house for dinner.....omg...the laksa was soooooo nice!!! I wish i had two stomachs!now i am sooo full...and so sleepy....

A Day at Chaddy

Went to Chadstone today; that new section was pretty cool actually! With a lot of erm...veggie, fruits and meat! =D

and about the new James Bond movie, Quantum of Solace....maybe it was just us? I actually dint find it too interesting. Don't get me wrong, I AM into action movies but this time it's just...erm...no comment. At least I didn't fall asleep =P *wink wink*

Well, those who had watched it or are planning ot watch it, let me know what you think about it yeh?

Ohh and there was this really cute Make-a-teddy shop in Chadstone which I NEVER notice! What it is...is basically u can pick your own bear/rabbit/tanned hello kitty (lol i know!)/elephant etc etc....stuff it with cotton...get him/her clothings..even sunglasses and shoes and handbag!! So each teddy is unique with its own name and birth certificate. How cool is that! Its liek this baby shop with all baby's accessories! Well, imagine having so many of teddies instead of babies, then won't have to worry about crying and screaming kids! ( Andi, I know you will agree with me! =P )

Anyway..lets see wat I have to do tonight...
I will go shower now...after that i will play my Gz..after that i will change water for my flowers....then, i will think of something to entertain myself..eventually =D

Holiday so far....

Awww....I know I know, I had been lazy again...I should have update my blog more often...

Anyway! I had been pretty busy enjoyng my holiday after exams. I hadbeen waiting for this this for 8 months! omg! End of year 1! How do I feel? FREE =P

After my Geelong Trip, we had our MAP meeting at Sofia on friday. It was pretty productive, besides I didn;t eat a lot. We went through what we will be doin next year, and I am so proud to say they are all very very thoughful and assertive friends who contributed a lot into the club. Thanks a lot guys!

From a little joke by me, mel and andi at the start of year about setting a music club; till we actually handed in the forms; geting members; starting rehearsals....and the way MAP took off in the first performance. It was brilliant. Like a dream came true for me. Thank you for making it possible. I've learnt a lot in this club; I've learnt to be assertive and make the right decisions, I've learnt to take responsibilities not because I have to, but I want to. Most importantly, MAP had brought me this bunch of really awesome and caring friends who had always been there for each other. It's like, a big happy family, ins't it? =]

I am sure MAP would be a shining star in the campus, when we all work together as a team and share our passion to music.

On Sunday we were meant to go to Westfield with Andi and Daph....haha, and *wink wink* we got ditched by Daph... (nice job=P neh its ok daph, dw=]) ...So me, andi and her friend who just came to melbourne bumped around at boxhill....ohh we met Jennifer (vcp) too! didn;t knw she's working in MyChemist! Well,I never handed in any resume to boxhill, I knew I wont; liek to work there. And I am right.

Yesterday! aww! was awesome night! We had a birthday dinner wih Pauline, Micheal *2, Lewis, Sharon etc etc in Sofia in the evening (omg..Luisa's-non-reversble-Sofia-phobic-syndrome). Dress code was meant to be cocktail...does that mean for guys theyave to wear ties? or not?...I duno...don't blame me =P...and also, Thanks Yuki an Mandy for borrowing me dresses! I ended up wearing Mandy's silver dress afetr deciding for TWO days! It was a tough decision =P

Oh yeah! nice chocolate packaging! "I will start my diet tomorrow lah..let me eat today!"

We had food (you know what food in Sofia la...) and we talked a lot. Funny enough, I never relaly know much people in my course , and yesterday was a great opportunity to meet some new friends! And i did! now i know mroe people! =] =] I love socalising! (only when i am not tired or busy eating =P)

Sigh~~ I had been procrastinationg again!! ok, now lets' put down a list of thing have to do:

1) SEND MAP 's meeting things to members. That includes: Music for next year, Orientation informations and new membership forms, aim of club to those who would help in orientation. ( Pls accept my apology ppl, I had been pretty lazy lately)

2) Start Nobody dance ---(Mel, its mirror image right? it woudl be funny if we do inopposite direction-.-)

3) Start pratising Guzheng and find a piece that can be fused with guitar or sax ( any idea ppl? )...start a solo ( should I practise a traditional one or a 'modern' one? GIVE ME SOEM IDEAS!)...and pratise Dong Feng Po and Qing Hua Che ( those two we rehearsed before with mel)

4) Start learning Kiss the Rain on piano...( Thanks mel for 'translating' da "beans" for me =P for you i will start playing it soon!!)

Geelon Trip

GEELONG!!

It was awesome! Even though we didn't go o a lot of places, we sure did a lot of shopping ( right girls?!..=P) It was 12th that we arrived Geelong...Freaken hot i swear! and i was in my jeans....Really wanted to rip it off =S

So we got to Mel's house...tired enough. We had a rest and we went to ajap resturant for lunch, not bad not bad..i alway love the jap pancake!

Then we started our shopping! Westfield Geelong uhu! well, yeah, we all got something =P....nothing much....just this pile =P andwe also did some grocery shopping for dinner;we had steak, mushroom etc etc.

YES, I COOKED...can you believe it! :P I cooked some ofthe steak and Mel did the cheesy yummy mushroom and veggie =] ...where daph and andi were watching the HUGE tv! how huge?! LOOK! ...I never thought myblog can be...that...BIG!

It was an swesome night....they played PS3, we had pillow fight too=P and we chatted till 4:30am....lol...good job mel and daph..stayed up till 6:30am....sunrise was tempting to watch andi, i know...but it sees that sleeping was more tempting =P

and so..this afternoon we headed off home...tired, but it had been a fun trip! definitely gona do it again!

P.S: The flowers are very pretty, and I really appreciate them =]

NO MORE EXAMS!

AWW FINALLY!

NO MORE EXAMS!

END OF YEAR ONE!!

(lets hope i really pass physiology! i seriously had no idea what i did...)

anyway, not thinking about it la! its all over!

And today, had been one of the best days of my life; and it is something that cannot be described by words...

It's a feeling of finding something you had been missing for so long...

Old Memories

"I've learnt a lot in my 18th year of life. I've learnt to fight for what I wished to achieve...I've learnt to hold on to the things that are important to me and not give up easily...I've learnt to stand up from where I fall...I've learnt to make my own decission and be responsible for what it leads me to...I've also learnt to love and treasure ppl around me. And here I am now,,,someone who is stronger that i used to be."

That was what I said to myself and wrote on my MSN space before my 19th birthday.

87 ways to know you're a Chinese....

1. You unwrap Christmas gifts very carefully, so you can save and reuse the wrapping (and especially those bows) next year.
2. You only buy Christmas cards after Christmas, when they are 50% off. (NEVER!)
3. When there is a sale on toilet paper, you buy 100 rolls and store them in your closet or in the bedroom of an adult child who has moved out.(I guess that's what my relatves do!!! LOLz)
4. You have a vinyl table cloth on your kitchen table.
5. Your stove is covered with aluminum foil.
6. Your kitchen has a sticky film of grease over it.
7. You have stuff in the freezer since the beginning of time.
8. You use the dishwasher as a dish rack.
9. You have never used your dishwasher.
10. You keep a Thermos of hot water available at all times.
11. You boil water and put it in the refrigerator.(yeh, when in hot days)
12. You eat all meals in the kitchen.
13. You save grocery bags, tin foil, and tin containers.
14. You use grocery bags to hold garbage.
15. You always leave your shoes at the door.
16. You have a piano in your living room.(TRUE!!! and a GuZheng and guitar in my bedroom!)
17. Your parents know how to launch nasal and throat problems. (of course, my mum is a nurse!)18. You iron your own shirts.
19. You drive a Honda or Acura and are less than 5'8"tall. (..not yet)
20. You pick your teeth at the dinner table (but you cover your mouth).
21. You twirl your pen around your fingers. 2
2. You hate to waste food... a)Even if you're totally full, if someone says they're going to throw away the leftovers on the table, you'll finish them. b) You have Tupperware in your fridge with three bites of rice or one leftover chicken wing.
23. You don't own any real Tupperware-only a cupboard full of used but carefully rinsed margarine tubs, take out containers, and jam jars.
24. You also use the jam jars as drinking glasses.
25. You've eaten a red bean Popsicle.
26. You bring oranges (or other produce) with you as a gift when you visit people's homes.
27. You have a collection of miniature shampoo bottles that you take every time you stay in a hotel.
28. The condiments in your fridge are either Price Club sized or come in plastic packets, which you save/steal every time you get take out or go to McDonald's.
29. Ditto paper napkins.
30. You wipe your plate and utensils before you eat every time you go to a restaurant.
31. You carry a stash of your own food whenever you travel (and travel means any car ride longer than 15 minutes)...These travel snacks are always dried. As in not just dried plums, dried ginger, and beef/pork jerky, but dried cuttlefish (SQUID).
32. You own a rice cooker.(of course,how da hell can u cook rice without it?!)
33. You wash your rice at least 2-3 times before cooking it.
34. You spit bones and other food scraps on the table. (That's why you need the vinyl tablecloth).
35. Your parents vehemently refuse the sack of gold coin oranges that their guests just brought just to be courteous.
36. You fight (literally) over who pays the dinner bill.
37. Your dad thinks he can fix everything himself.
38. You majored in something practical like engineering, medicine or law.
39. When you go to a dance party, there are a wall of guys surrounding the dance floor trying to look cool.
40. You live with your parents and you are 30 years old (and they prefer it that way). Or if you're married and 30 years old, you live in the apartment next door to your parents, or at least in the same neighbourhood.(...WHAT? erm...don't think I would do that)
41. You don't use measuring cups. (oh yeah, thats what a pharmacy student do right?)
42. You feel like you've gotten a good deal if you didn't pay tax.
43. You beat eggs with chopsticks.
44. You re-gift cookies or Christmas cake at Christmas (some could even be more than 5yrs old). 45. You have a teacup with a cover on it.
46. You reuse teabags. (ha?no way)
47. You have a drawer full of old pens, most of which don't write anymore.(NO..they are usually in the rubbish bin)
48. If you're under age 20, you own a really expensive walkman. If you're over 20, you own a really expensive camera.(not for me)
49. You always look phone numbers up in the phone book, since calling Information costs 50 cents.(NO..just becoz i can never remember pplz' number)
50. You don't tip more than 10% at a restaurant, and if you do, you tip Chinese delivery guys/waiters more.
51. You're a wok user.
52. You only make long distance calls after 11pm.
53. You know all the waiters at your favorite Chinese restaurants.
54. You like Chinese films in their original undubbed versions a) You love Chinese Martial Arts films. b) Shao Lin and Wu Tang actually mean something to you. (No..not interested!)
55. You have acquired a taste for bittermelon. (oh I HATE IT!)
56. You like congee with thousand year old eggs.
57. You prefer your shrimp with the heads and legs still attatched-- it means they're fresh.
58. You never call your parents just to say hi.
59. You always cook too much. (haha i dont; cook)
60. If you don't live at home, when your parents call, they ask if you've eaten, even if it's midnight. (hm..nope....they don't)
61. Also, if you don't live at home, your parents always want you to come home.
62. Your parents tell you to boil herbs and stay inside when you get sick.
63. When you're sick, they also tell you not to eat fried foods or baked goods because they produce hot air (yeet hay in Cantonese).
64. You e-mail your Chinese friends at work, even though you only sit 10 feet apart. (yeh and we chat on msn even when we are one seat away..*wink wink* vcp-mate)
65. Your parents never go to the movies.
66. Your parents send money to their relatives in China.
67. You use a face cloth.
68. Your parents use a clothes line.
69. You're always late. (NO!!! i am never LATE!!!)
70. You eat every last grain of rice in your bowl, but don't eat the last piece of food on the table. 71. You starve yourself before going to all you can eat buffet. (why not =D)
72. You've joined a CD club at least once.
73. You know someone who can get you a good deal on jewelry or electronics, computers. (WHERE? WHO?)
74. You never discuss your love life with your parents. (Good point...but i will)
75. Your parents are never happy with your grades!! (oh yeah, they used to say "where's the other marks?!)
76. You save your old Coke bottle glasses even though you're never going to use them again. (oh i really don't iek coke and softdrinks....Boost Juice is better)
77. You own your own meat cleaver and sharpen it.
78. You keep most of your money in a savings account.
79. You own an MJ set and possibly have a room set up in the basement.
80. You know what MJ means. [no, it's not Michael Jackson: It's Mahjong!]
81. You've been on the Love Boat or know someone who has.(what is is??)
82. Your toothpaste tubes are all squeezed paper-thin.
83. You say "wei" when answering your cell phone.
84. You are familiar with the term "ai yah...".
85. You know what moon cakes are.
86. You know why this list consists of only "87" reasons.
87. You enclose your remote controls in plastic to keep greasy fingerprints off them.

5 more days

...ok...i just looked at the 2007 past paper for physio...WTF, 40 multiple choices and 6 long answers?! I can't finish it in 2 hours man =S "VCPVCP, are u trying to kick me out?!" .....die la die la....i am on Digestive System now, still got Sensory and Reproductive physiology to go....i hope i have enough time, and I hope my brain capicity is big enough...

Last exam is in 5 days' time! can't wait till its all over...and then..results on 28th o.0..ok lets not think about that yet =[

But next week is gona be so fun and busy!
Monday, the day of exam and sth fun...
Tuesday, the day to...panick
Wednesday/Thursday, the days for Geelong trip!! (aww, mel and yoyo, i can't wait!)
Friday, morning unplanned, work in the evening...
Saturday, work till 3pm, shoud stay home for dinner tho.
...I look forward to it...!




原来啊，这是一种从未有过的感觉。
很强烈；是那么的肯定。
感觉好像是拥有了全世界；很满足，很感动，很幸福。
好像是找到了方向，找到了一直以来都缺少了的东西。

Cup Day

..So who won?

I started work at 3pm today, till 9pm...It was...so....QUIET...I guess customers dont; even know we're opened. So what we did was, check the stock, clean the stock, put out new stock....grrr. 6 hours work and I didn't have a proper break. Not that I am tired, more like I was bored. All the fun we had were playing with perfumes and make up. Eating lolliepop and drinking coffee....oh ad my strawberries and the chocolate froggie.

Couldn't wait to get home...

And now I am home, I am too tired to study. I wanna go shopping...maybe tomorrow or thursday. Gota go Westfield to get something anyway...

arghhhhhhh....c'on! 10th!!!

aja FIGHT!

ok....maybe I should start my physiology today..
it seems that there are just SO much stuf than i duno =S oh no T^T
Stress? nah..i am not....at least not yet.....

Respiratory phyiology! lets start from the beginning... *yawn*..oh no, my neck still hurts!?! arGH...and i still want to sleep......zzZZZ

aww...my intenet died yesterday for the whole day....from 12:30am yesterday till just now...so i had to wake up early to call my internet provider...omg..a night without facebook, cruncyroll and msn was...CRAP!!! so i did other stuff instead..like..digging out my movies in my harddrive and watch them AGAIN =S

Its raining today! hm...the smell of rain...but other than being a bit tired and sleepy, with a sore neck....hm..I actually feel....very....content =]