3 down..1 more to go...

Meh....finally done with PAC 2331 Pharmacy Practise....arh man...wrote so much...my hand was so stiff and numb during the 3 hour exam.Questions were so stupid! This was actually the only Exam that I haven't actually studied fo in my entired life....and the stuff that I;ve actully studied, wasn't even on it...=S So what I did was to BS for 3 hours.....the abbreviations were weird too, I am glad I didn't actually go over every single one..."SOB"= Shortness Of Breathe? ( I had a friend saying that it is "Son Of a B**ch" )...."BS" = Bowel Sound? ( Sounds like "Bulls**t" to me)...Oh dear...-.-"

Glad it is all over...

Last and Next on the list is : PAC 2151 Biochem

Helen: "he..hehehe..this is really clever, this molecule can go into the cell cycle blablabla....isn't it beautiful"

Somebuddy save me pls -.-
I am so dead in this last exam...It's not that the subject is hard-hard...Its more like her paper is too unpredictable. She spent 20 min in the lecture talking about supramolecule and after that I STILL don;t know what on earth they are -.-"

Holiday holiday...where art thou?

Stay positive everybuddy!
It will be over in 4 days...which is roughly 4*24 hours = 4*24 *60 min = 4*24*60*60 seconds = 345600 seconds?! WHAT? no..this figure doesn't look appealling...nvm, we shall stick with 4 days...

xX-amzz

I guess I can always find reasons ( or excuses ) not to do my blog and personal diary...I am THAT lazy...well...the fact is, I had been busy...as you all know =P EXAMS!!

2 down....2 to go...Tomorrow is 2331 Pharmacy Practise...totally rubbish...I don;t know how to study for it at all =[ Only started studying yesterday, and did less than half when I realised that I really can;t be bother. Attempted to watch a scary movie " A tale of two sister " (Korean) and ended up hiding under the blanket for two hours...Yup...as usual, I missed 90% of the movie.

And today...I had tried, again to wake up earlier to study...attempted to wake up at 8am but ended up waking up at 12:05pm...Poor alarm, I think I had torture it enough...battery is out too (again) coz i had been pressing Snooze for SOOO many times...

I don't wanna study....
I want holiday....

I have friends that said I;ve changed...One said yesterday that I seem less stressed before and after exam...and i seem more positvie..Really? Oh, I don't think you would say so if you were sitting in my car before and after exam...ROAD RAGGGGGGGE..."Get off the road dude....stupid tram...ARGH i can't change lane"

*sneeze* oh pls don't tell me I am getting sick...

Or maybe I've changed?

But I really cbs anymore...I WANT HOLIDAY!!! and 4 weeks holiday is NOT ENOUGH!!! I wanna go shopping go resting go watch movie go playing go singing go sewing go doing art work go play music go dating go badminton goooo anywhere as long as I can forget about study...just relax and have fun...HEY GUYS! lets catch up in holiday!! yeh WE!! ALL!!! lets...go shopping...well, window shopping if i am broke...and go...argh i miss the beach...too cold now right? hmm...then we'll think of something!! * The DREAMING * ( NOT that one in Rural lecture! )

I shall focus...shall I?
SO....its study time now?

o..kay... =[

"Think of exams as motivation" Thats what I said to shirly WSS yesterday...then for me...the motivation is HOLIDAY...

We're half way there~~

Good luck everybuddy!

Study VS Beach

2nd week of uni...
I've had enough...
Trying to catch up on lectures,
but they just make me sleepy and tired...

Loss of appetite for i-duno-how-many-days,
Cold for 3 days...
Current medications include: Paracetamol, Chlorpheniramine, Pseudoephedrine ( alternatively Phenylephrine)
Common Side effects experiencing: Chlorpheniramine(sedating antihistamine)-drowiness *yawn*

Maybe they should have an ancillary label number 1b: This medicine may cause drowsiness and may increase boredom in lectures. If affected, do not study or think; just sleep your head off.

I want my weekend ...

Stuff yet to be done:
1>catch up on i-duno-wt-it-is-all-about lecture PAC 2171...Say hello to GPCR and cAMP...RTKs and Ras....
2>catch up on M@P bbq
3>catch up on i-duno-what lectures
4>iron my shirt if i remember..or maybe i will iron it when i want to wear it...
5>Get a 250GB harddrive that can plug diretly into my brain so i don't need to worry about memorising things =S
6>fix myself if i remember

Went to St kilda with my vcp girls today!
Finally could get away from study for a while...
Summer is gone already right?
So no more tanning for me!

5 more days

...ok...i just looked at the 2007 past paper for physio...WTF, 40 multiple choices and 6 long answers?! I can't finish it in 2 hours man =S "VCPVCP, are u trying to kick me out?!" .....die la die la....i am on Digestive System now, still got Sensory and Reproductive physiology to go....i hope i have enough time, and I hope my brain capicity is big enough...

Last exam is in 5 days' time! can't wait till its all over...and then..results on 28th o.0..ok lets not think about that yet =[

But next week is gona be so fun and busy!
Monday, the day of exam and sth fun...
Tuesday, the day to...panick
Wednesday/Thursday, the days for Geelong trip!! (aww, mel and yoyo, i can't wait!)
Friday, morning unplanned, work in the evening...
Saturday, work till 3pm, shoud stay home for dinner tho.
...I look forward to it...!




原来啊，这是一种从未有过的感觉。
很强烈；是那么的肯定。
感觉好像是拥有了全世界；很满足，很感动，很幸福。
好像是找到了方向，找到了一直以来都缺少了的东西。

Cup Day

..So who won?

I started work at 3pm today, till 9pm...It was...so....QUIET...I guess customers dont; even know we're opened. So what we did was, check the stock, clean the stock, put out new stock....grrr. 6 hours work and I didn't have a proper break. Not that I am tired, more like I was bored. All the fun we had were playing with perfumes and make up. Eating lolliepop and drinking coffee....oh ad my strawberries and the chocolate froggie.

Couldn't wait to get home...

And now I am home, I am too tired to study. I wanna go shopping...maybe tomorrow or thursday. Gota go Westfield to get something anyway...

arghhhhhhh....c'on! 10th!!!

慌。

Today wasa busy Sunday to some extend in my pharmacy. So many prescriptions T^T

I am still not good at working under stress, coz aparently I stuffed up a few scripts today. Didn't prepare the Generic Amoxil syrup but instead the normal band; didn't print out labels properly...grrr...SORRY LARRY~! (even tho he won;t be reading this)...Seems that i;ve lost my brain. So tired. Good thing is that m pharmacist helped me out with my Medcine In Profile study for tomorrow's exam. His unique way of teaching me really helps me a lot. " Yeh, so tell me about aspirin, what is it? ...yeh..NSAIDs, then what are the side effects of NSAIDs?...no you tell me, i won;t just tell you the answer...ok, doxycline, tell me what u can't lie down after taking it? " THX LARRY! (again, he wont; be reading it but ijust want to shout it out)

Got home at 2:30pm after doin some lollie shopping for exams. Igot some sugar free lollies and also the yummy Glucojel-jellybean proudly manufactured by The Pharmacy Guild of Autralia. Now in tomorrow's exam if they ask me what The Guild does, i will put down "It manufactures Glucose Power JELLY BEANs!"

I hit y pillow right after I had some food, soooo worn out. And then when I woke up, its was like 5pm already....My heart is racing and this is not a nice feeling. 很慌乱的感觉...怎么办才好？心很不舒服Y。

Good Luck Vcp-ists, I will see yo guys tomorrow in exams =]

Don't Worry Be Happy

Exams? What exams?
oh.....E..X...A..M..S!

I had been studying Pharmacy Practise for the whole day, yet I don't know what had went into my brain. There are so much to stuff in: Psychology, Ethics, Organisations, Medicine In Profile, Probabilities, Statistic, Pharmacoepidemiology and research method, dispensing skills, patients care problm solving,rural pharmacy,compliance issue...Can you believe there are so much in just ONE subject?!

Its amazed how a person's brain can stuff in SO many stuff.

I am not panicking now yet...still in me "lalala don't worry" mood.
This semster had been so weird for me, I dont; know what I;ve learnt and now they said its exam time! Feeling so unprepared.

Jia You everyone! We can make it through, alive. We are getting there and it will be over soon!

EXAMS T^T DIE HARD

Monday 27/10 : Pharmacy Practise ...is gay...
Wednesday 29/10: Pharmaceutical Chemistry ...is a bi*ch...
Friday 31/10: Medicinal Chemistry ...is screwed...
Then.....
Monday 10/11 : Physiology...is UNTOUCHED...

I duno how I am gona survive this semester...T^T how am i gona survive exams le?
so hard...especially those chemistry...i need to get 70%+....now its just a dream =[

One exam is goingo costme AUD 750 again!
Or maybe would say the total AUD 3000 is like action potential...It a "all or none event"
Sorry mammy and daddy =[

As usual, I get sick before exams; kinda annoying but I am used to it...
What annoyed me most is that Panadol is just dodgy =/
So sick of food all of a sudden, dont want to eat...infront of me now is this bowl of green leaves, tomato n kiwi...yet i can't finish it...Food makes me wanna vomit....omg -.-"""

Working from 5pm - 9pm today...maybe I should get neuofen instead...

A day for sleeping in,,,

Haven't been sleeping well lately, I suppose yesterday night/this morning was an execption...I slept at 2ish and woke up at 12 noon! I could finally sleep once I fell down my bed! I've tried aromatherapy, like for 2 days; but i doubt it really worked on me...It was pretty though, especially the tender candle light... and I begin to like the smell of Lavender ( still not as much as Rose and Jasmine).


Its said that "the oil molecules stimulate scent receptors in the brain that, in turn, trigger a response in the part of the brain that influences heart rate, blood pressure, breathing, memory, stress levels, and hormone balance. "..ok..but i thought it was the scent that stimulate the hair cells/olfactory cilia which contains receptors in the nose and hence lead to these action potentials firing and messages are sent to the brain...and then...hmm....i duno...seems liek I really gota study harder. Haven't even opened my books yet. ANYWAY, i guess its a "placebo" to some extend.

Tomorrow is my Pharmacy Practise Laboraaatory EXAM!!! o.0....NO!!! I haven;t study yet...i still have tonight to browse through, but i think it should be ok =]

Back to uni....finally -.-

MONDAY AGAIN.... after sleeping in until 11:30am each day in my holiday last week...It is absolutely a pain in the bottom# (maintaining so-called "professionalism" here) having to wake up that early for my 10am lecture!!

20 minutes getting ready including brushing my teeth, wash my face, stuffed in my one and only contact lens (for those who is shocked..yeh, i only need one contact lens coz my other eye is perfectly ok...almost perfect=P) ...getting dressed, preparing lunch/breaky as usual, and girly things before a normal girl would walk out of her room....there i was....walking in the bloody rain to the bloody bus stop....in the bloody cold weather...sorry...no more professionalism here. I mean..isn't something called "global warming" going on now? or basically it just stuffed up all weathers. Sometimes I do wish there is a direct-express-bus from my front door to 381 Royal Pde. It took me less than 10 min to walk to my high school n now it is taking me nearly 1.5 hours to get to uni...

Today's lecture was...."as usual"

Summary of what I've learnt and remembered in today's 4 lectures are as followed:

10am-11am ( Medicinal Chemistry ) : " The lecturer brought 2 yellow ballon, one got "+" written on it and the other got a "-" on it! and he got this girly purple glove which he on for some reasons...oh and he had that annoying penicillin module which seems unbreakable..."
11am-12noon (Pharmaceutical Chemistry ): "cake...filtrate cake...cake in the filter...c..ak..e -.-""
1pm-2m (Pharmacy Practise): "Risk ratio = sth/sth...Absolute ratio = sth/sth...NNT =1/sth...what is p value again?...oh and pressing the "GO" on the keypad will give nice sparkling light..."
2pm-3pm ( Medicinal Chemistry ): "a new drug...for HIV...lecturer's fd...she works at CSL!"

HOW's THAT?!

Another long day with 2 pracs tomorrow! Wish me luck!