You Belong With Me

Went shopping with Shirly, Mel and Andi yesterday...it was tiring! And I spent quite a bit again! The problem with me is I love dresses! So here we go...even though I still have 3-4 brand new semi-formal dresses at home stuffed in the wardrobe, I still keep buying them...=[

I love Forever New!!! As always, I had handfull of bags when i walked out from FN...

White Horse

"I had so many dreams...About you and me...Happy endings...Now I know; I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale..I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,Lead her up the stairwell...This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,I was a dreamer before you went and let me down...Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to come around"

------Taylor Swift/ 'White Horse'

No, I am not depressed or what...It's just that this song is so...sad...but meaningful. I can imagine how painful that is...I don't know why, but this song really touches my heart. Everything i listen to it, I say " Oh, please, i don't want to use this song at all "

Maybe its because ever since I was young..I love fairy tales..."Once upon a time....and they live happily ever after"...The prince will always find the princess ....then they will fall in love and move into tha castle... and in the end live happily forever, with their magical animals.

When I grow up I start to realise, life is not a fairytale. Relationships don't always have happy endings. Or maybe the two person just aren't meant for each other?

I feel lucky, I really do. But sometimes, I am so scared. The more important a person is to you, the more scared you are to lose that person, isn't it true? I am scared that words can be so fragile; and promises? I never ask for any promises...sometimes i like it this way, but sometimes...

I've never thought I am someone who is that insecured...I've never really know what jealousy feels like until I actually felt it...It was sour.

"Perfect" is an adjective. How would you define it?

To me, this is perfect. Even though lately I had been terribly emotional, terribly unreasonable....even though it had been feeling a bit bumpy lately... I know, there is nowhere in this world i'd rather be in.

I feel content.

...this is not perfect, yet it is. Nothing is perfect. it only depends how you yourself define it.

I've learnt to have faith and trust.

So many people walk passed you in your life, and out of that hundred millions of people...that one person stands out of the crowd and catches your eyes and captures your heart. I do believe in destiny now.

Last one!!

Wee....just finished work >.<" Wasn't such a great Sunday shift after all but I am glad it is over.




Just feeling taking random photos...so here are two : My favorite corner in my room...

Tomorrow at this time i will be half way doing my 2151 exam paper in Caufield...
funny feeling

Now before I go to study...I feel like painting my nails...orange =] "Hot Hot Mango"

It will be over soon....work hard for another day....

STAY POSITIVE!

Nope, i studied absolute nothing tody and i am serious.

But I am feeling much better today which means now/soon-ish i can attempt to study harder without my mind floatng around in the air.

Last paper on Monday,,,it is only 2 hour so it would be over soon! *I hope* !! and the what comes next is the HOLIDAY!...Well, a holiday with a lot of my friends leaving...

To Hannah: How are you in HK? and HOW COULD YOU LEFT ON MY 1st DAY OF EXAM!!?
To Beverly: Have a safe journey on Monday...and you too T^T how could you leave on my last day of exam...Have fun in Japan too!

To Daphne: Have fun packing =] Faster activate your fb account again! I thought you evaporated ... Good on you~ leaving on Tuesday =]
To Esther D: T^T and you...are leaving too...well...have fun with ur friends in Perth...bring me a ...well..lets see, what's famous in Perth...i duno...a salmon =S

Now who else are going? *sob*

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ok i need to study hard so i don't have to see Helen again in 2nd year Pharmacy...yupp...my new motivation!




P.S.: Thanks for loving me for who i am

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Tired...

Woke up only at 12:05pm...Made Mee-goreng with chicken nugget and fish finger...as going to make egg/tuna/celery salad...but ended up boiling a potato for no reason.

My head hurts too.

I need something to pull myself back together.

"祝我生日快乐" is stuck in my head for no reason.

I am simply feel a bit down today.

3 down..1 more to go...

Meh....finally done with PAC 2331 Pharmacy Practise....arh man...wrote so much...my hand was so stiff and numb during the 3 hour exam.Questions were so stupid! This was actually the only Exam that I haven't actually studied fo in my entired life....and the stuff that I;ve actully studied, wasn't even on it...=S So what I did was to BS for 3 hours.....the abbreviations were weird too, I am glad I didn't actually go over every single one..."SOB"= Shortness Of Breathe? ( I had a friend saying that it is "Son Of a B**ch" )...."BS" = Bowel Sound? ( Sounds like "Bulls**t" to me)...Oh dear...-.-"

Glad it is all over...

Last and Next on the list is : PAC 2151 Biochem

Helen: "he..hehehe..this is really clever, this molecule can go into the cell cycle blablabla....isn't it beautiful"

Somebuddy save me pls -.-
I am so dead in this last exam...It's not that the subject is hard-hard...Its more like her paper is too unpredictable. She spent 20 min in the lecture talking about supramolecule and after that I STILL don;t know what on earth they are -.-"

Holiday holiday...where art thou?

Stay positive everybuddy!
It will be over in 4 days...which is roughly 4*24 hours = 4*24 *60 min = 4*24*60*60 seconds = 345600 seconds?! WHAT? no..this figure doesn't look appealling...nvm, we shall stick with 4 days...

xX-amzz

I guess I can always find reasons ( or excuses ) not to do my blog and personal diary...I am THAT lazy...well...the fact is, I had been busy...as you all know =P EXAMS!!

2 down....2 to go...Tomorrow is 2331 Pharmacy Practise...totally rubbish...I don;t know how to study for it at all =[ Only started studying yesterday, and did less than half when I realised that I really can;t be bother. Attempted to watch a scary movie " A tale of two sister " (Korean) and ended up hiding under the blanket for two hours...Yup...as usual, I missed 90% of the movie.

And today...I had tried, again to wake up earlier to study...attempted to wake up at 8am but ended up waking up at 12:05pm...Poor alarm, I think I had torture it enough...battery is out too (again) coz i had been pressing Snooze for SOOO many times...

I don't wanna study....
I want holiday....

I have friends that said I;ve changed...One said yesterday that I seem less stressed before and after exam...and i seem more positvie..Really? Oh, I don't think you would say so if you were sitting in my car before and after exam...ROAD RAGGGGGGGE..."Get off the road dude....stupid tram...ARGH i can't change lane"

*sneeze* oh pls don't tell me I am getting sick...

Or maybe I've changed?

But I really cbs anymore...I WANT HOLIDAY!!! and 4 weeks holiday is NOT ENOUGH!!! I wanna go shopping go resting go watch movie go playing go singing go sewing go doing art work go play music go dating go badminton goooo anywhere as long as I can forget about study...just relax and have fun...HEY GUYS! lets catch up in holiday!! yeh WE!! ALL!!! lets...go shopping...well, window shopping if i am broke...and go...argh i miss the beach...too cold now right? hmm...then we'll think of something!! * The DREAMING * ( NOT that one in Rural lecture! )

I shall focus...shall I?
SO....its study time now?

o..kay... =[

"Think of exams as motivation" Thats what I said to shirly WSS yesterday...then for me...the motivation is HOLIDAY...

We're half way there~~

Good luck everybuddy!