White Horse

"I had so many dreams...About you and me...Happy endings...Now I know; I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale..I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,Lead her up the stairwell...This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,I was a dreamer before you went and let me down...Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to come around"

------Taylor Swift/ 'White Horse'

No, I am not depressed or what...It's just that this song is so...sad...but meaningful. I can imagine how painful that is...I don't know why, but this song really touches my heart. Everything i listen to it, I say " Oh, please, i don't want to use this song at all "

Maybe its because ever since I was young..I love fairy tales..."Once upon a time....and they live happily ever after"...The prince will always find the princess ....then they will fall in love and move into tha castle... and in the end live happily forever, with their magical animals.

When I grow up I start to realise, life is not a fairytale. Relationships don't always have happy endings. Or maybe the two person just aren't meant for each other?

I feel lucky, I really do. But sometimes, I am so scared. The more important a person is to you, the more scared you are to lose that person, isn't it true? I am scared that words can be so fragile; and promises? I never ask for any promises...sometimes i like it this way, but sometimes...

I've never thought I am someone who is that insecured...I've never really know what jealousy feels like until I actually felt it...It was sour.

"Perfect" is an adjective. How would you define it?

To me, this is perfect. Even though lately I had been terribly emotional, terribly unreasonable....even though it had been feeling a bit bumpy lately... I know, there is nowhere in this world i'd rather be in.

I feel content.

...this is not perfect, yet it is. Nothing is perfect. it only depends how you yourself define it.

I've learnt to have faith and trust.

So many people walk passed you in your life, and out of that hundred millions of people...that one person stands out of the crowd and catches your eyes and captures your heart. I do believe in destiny now.