Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Study VS Beach
I've had enough...
Trying to catch up on lectures,
but they just make me sleepy and tired...
Loss of appetite for i-duno-how-many-days,
Cold for 3 days...
Current medications include: Paracetamol, Chlorpheniramine, Pseudoephedrine ( alternatively Phenylephrine)
Common Side effects experiencing: Chlorpheniramine(sedating antihistamine)-drowiness *yawn*
Maybe they should have an ancillary label number 1b: This medicine may cause drowsiness and may increase boredom in lectures. If affected, do not study or think; just sleep your head off.
I want my weekend ...
Stuff yet to be done:
1>catch up on i-duno-wt-it-is-all-about lecture PAC 2171...Say hello to GPCR and cAMP...RTKs and Ras....
2>catch up on M@P bbq
3>catch up on i-duno-what lectures
4>iron my shirt if i remember..or maybe i will iron it when i want to wear it...
5>Get a 250GB harddrive that can plug diretly into my brain so i don't need to worry about memorising things =S
6>fix myself if i remember
Went to St kilda with my vcp girls today!
Finally could get away from study for a while...
Summer is gone already right?
So no more tanning for me!
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
New start...or back to routine?
Holiday had been okok...back to parents, went to Europe for trip...I had been longing to come back to Melbourne...and here i am, with 2nd year Pharmacy started...
First day of uni, 830am lecture...it was too tiring...
Everything seems to be...slightly different...
Wasn't a really great feeling,
so not used to it...
From holiday back to uni...
From sleeping in everyday to waking up at 6am...
From spending time mucking around and not worrying about work, to now with all these work staring to stack up....
I miss holiday...every bits and pieces of it....
I am not ready for it yet,
if..and only if...i have more time...
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Last day in Melbourne
After procrastinating for days...and weeks...I am FINALLY packing, on the last day! I am feeling tired and lazy, don't even feel very excited at all =S
After trying to keep myself busy for weeks in melbourne, I can finally get outa here where all (*most*) of my friends are away! By the time I come back, it would be when Uni starts! Time is going to fly again, I think. I would rather go to uni and see all my friends, instead of having a boring holiday.... but maybe when uni starts, with all the assignments and exams, I would be desperated for holidays again.
RIght now I aM SUPER ANNOYED...this construction guy is OUTSIDE MY WINDOW hitting the walls with his tools...He really freaked me out just now, but then I decided to pull my curtain down...now its just annoying with the sound.
Finally tidy my room, put away things and dust off dust, even tho I know by the time I come back again it would be dusty anyway. Seal the perfume shelves, put away my makeupz, cleaned the bin and vases, turn the calender to feb..suddenly the room looks so empty.
Lets hope this is going to be a good trip.
Miss you all!
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
"I've done 60 of the 122 stupidest things" ---Re: Mel's blog
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
SO FAR: 0
Level 2
( X) Are / Been In Love – how is this stupid??
( X) Dumped Someone
( ) Been Fired
( ) Been In A Fist Fight
SO FAR: 2
Level 4
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped Class
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die
SO FAR: 5
Level 5
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends
( ) Been To Paris – Going to…SERIOUSLY HOW IS THIS STUPID?!
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking
SO FAR: 6
Level 6
(x) Eaten Sushi - why is eating sushi stupid?? *I agree with Mel!*
( ) Been Snowboarding
( ) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Myspace
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit
SO FAR: 7
Level 7
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
( ) Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By- I love to do it!
( ) Made A Snow Angel
SO FAR: 9
Level 8
( ) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
( ) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding (offroading)
(x) Played Dress Up
SO FAR: 11
Level 9
( ) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
( ) Gone Sledging
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School
SO FAR: 14
Level 10
(X) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake
SO FAR: 15
Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized
( ) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood
SO FAR: 17
Level 12
( ) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention
( ) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident
SO FAR: 18
Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
( ) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night – Does it count if we had 4 people?
( ) Danced in the moonlight – Aww..sweet! Would be a great thing to try!
SO FAR : 18
Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
(x ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes
SO FAR: 22
Level 15
( ) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(x) Been Lost
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
( ) Swam In The Ocean
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying
SO FAR: 24
Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins
SO FAR: 29
Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
( ) Made Prank Phone Calls
( ) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain – Hmm, interesting.
SO FAR: 30
Level 18
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus - when I was young...
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About - =] *HEY what game is this?! Why is this stupid?! It seems that everything is stupid according to this game…
(x) Blown Bubbles
( ) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere
SO FAR: 33
Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
(x) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True
(x) Been Humped By A Monkey
SO FAR: 37
Level 20
(x) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
( ) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
( ) Swam With Dolphins
SO FAR: 38
Level 22
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
(x) Kicked A Fish (Accidentally!)
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
( ) Sat On A Roof Top
SO FAR: 41
Level 23
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
( ) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
( ) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(x) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about
SO FAR: 43
Level 24
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
( ) Had/Been In A Tree House
(x) Been Scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone – ALWAYS!
SO FAR: 45
Level 25
(x) Believed In Ghosts – yeh I do sometimes…T^T
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail
SO FAR: 46
Level 26
( ) Played Chicken
( ) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on – close…
(x) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
( ) Broken A Bone – close…
(x) Been Easily Amused
SO FAR: 48
Level 27
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
(x) Caught A Butterfly - and it died...-.-"
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried – ALWAYS!! LOL
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed - depends on the reason I cried, but yeh it happened before.
SO FAR: 51
Level 28
( ) Mooned/Flashed Someone
( ) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name – erm..always..
(x) French Braided Someones Hair
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping
(x) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
( ) Tried to hurt yourself
SO FAR: 55
Level 29
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster – only once…
( ) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
( ) Had A Cavity
( ) Black-Mailed Someone
( ) Been Black Mailed
SO FAR: 56
Level 31
(x) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
( ) Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
(x) Licked Someone
SO FAR: 60
Level 32
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
( ) Flattened someones tires
( ) Rode in a car/truck until the gas light came on
( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas
TOTAL: 60
Conclusion: "I've done 60 of the 122 stupidest things"
What? I still don't get why they are stupid?
Saturday, January 3, 2009
Happy *belated* New YEAR!
A brand new year, a brand new start.
Won't linger in the past...but I am thankful though.
It had lead me to who I am, and had brought so many important people and things into my life now. Time can pass, but memories will be there always. Learning from the past and I won't make the same mistakes again. Time is not going to wait for you. Take the chance, follow your heart. That's what I've learnt. And I know right now, I can look back with a smile.
Treasure the present. Search for happiness.
Nothing is more important than treasuring everything and everyone in your life right now.
"You only have one life to live, so live it fully."
Future...hmmz, i have my plans.
It is still a mystery but at least I know where I am heading to.
But right now, right here....
My plan is to Get-Well-Soon...
This is a terrible start to a new year -.-"
I felt funny when patients coming in asking for cold anf flu tablets..."yeh...i know exactly how you feel"
I nearly lost the concept of "Professionalism" at work today...
I was impatient, I wasn't paying attention to the details, I couldn't speak mandarin and communicate properly...I simply have no idea what i did.
OMG....I found that piece of korean music that I used to love.
Never understood what the lyric means. Now I do.
Just saw the video with english subtitle on youtube....
...it's so sad =[
"Because I'm A Girl"
---by KISS
Saturday, December 27, 2008
W.O.R.K.
Yesterday wasn't bad, Boxing Day mah~ public holiay and most people went shopping.
But today was nuts. I've always knew Saturday is a busy day, but it was just crazy today. Customers all came into the shop in the LAST hour at 4ish, and I was the only staff on the sales floor ( There was another staff at the register)... With heaps of new scripts coming in, those that were waiting to pick up their medications were getting impatient. They complained about the long waiting time, and was asking rudely "why does the phrmacist have to re-check it again when she has done it?!"...Dude, this is for your own safety reason =S
Been having retarded nose for the whole day!!! and my feet hurt. Plus I stupidly cut my finger with PAPER ....and..oh yeh =S....and I bang my hand on the register which gave me a nice cut and bruise. What is going on with me today -.-"
Another 5 hours tomorrow.
Then Tuesday 30th Dec from 10-5pm again
New Year Day: 10-5pm
Following Friday 2nd Jan:5-9pm
Saturday 3rd Jan: 10-3pm
Sundy 4th Jan:10-2pm
Friday 9th Jan: 5-9pm
Saturday 10th Jan/ last shift before I leave Melb: 10-3pm
nice timetable...at least I am keepng myself busy, let along i am half dead by now...
Thursday, December 25, 2008
Merry Christmas!
Didn’t really celebrate this year but it was more like hanging out with my friend and had lunch in her house. Dumplings and fried noodles! And nope, I didn’t made them =P Yeh anyone that know “MLCC” knows that she is hopeless in cooking…
Lol, this random grumpy old lady with funny purplish-pink hair appeared on TV for no reasons!
We watched a movie in the house and we went out to a park for a walk. I didn’t know it was so close to IKEA! See, this place is so pretty and peaceful…
OHH~ and this is Andi's little mouse...so cute =] I was too scared to hold her tho >.<
After burning off some of our energy, we decided to give ourselves a small reward! Yes! Ice cream :D plus one of my FAVOURITE snacks - CHESTNUTS >3<
hmmz…ladies in our group in vcp, we all know how much yoyo loves Super Junior-one of the member, KI (Potassium Iodide or Kang-In<>, depending how well you understand it =P )…so yup, we watched the 1st Asia concert dvd. Great dancers and singers!
I am not looking forward for the coming weekend at all...Working tomorrow from 10-5pm...then Saturday from 10-5pm ( that will be SO busy! I can predict!)...Sunday from 10-3pm...then omg Tuesday from 10-5pm again...
Just want time to pass faster! Now I want to get out of Melboure.
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
> 1 days!!!
Ever since I was young I deem Christmas as the happiest festival of the year. Those good old times…when we had parties in school, when we had school play, when we swapped presents, when we sang Christmas carol; it seemed that the air is full of joy of Christmas.
But now, for the first year ever; I am feeling so different.
Coming all the way to study…Being alone in Melbourne…It had always been a path that is set for me since I was young. It had always been my parent’s plan. Yes, I am thankful and happy about the decision. And the price which I have to pay that is, yes, being alone here; learning to be strong and independent. Good or bad? Depends on how you look at it =] I would say I am pretty happy to be here with freedom; let alone I used to lie on bed everytime I arrive Melbourne from Macau , “Why am I here?”. But now it seems that I’ve found something that I truly look forward to in Melbourne, maybe not now yet…but I am sure this time when I return to Melbourne in 2 months time, I would feel different. Positively.
Even though on any ‘special days/festivals’ I tend to feel a bit empty…I mean, looking back into the memories, the times I had with my family and friends, the way we celebrated each festival, whether they are chinese or western…There were so much fun. And now it seems that those times won’t come back anymore.
Memories…
Moving on to merrier things!
I went for my pharmacy's Christmas Eve breakfast at 8am today! omg had such a bad sleep ( was planning to sleep at 11pm but my mum called my twice after 11:30pm to place their 'order' of what tey want me to buy -.-") but I am glad I got my energy back thro my 2 hour afternoon nap =P Apparently everyone that went got their pressie besides ME...why? becoz, my 'secret santa' were LATE...so I will onyl ot my pressie on Boxing Day when I go back for work~ After that I drove to The Pines and got the 1o packs of chocolate for my mum...then I took the bus and headed to Boxhill again to get those Creams for my relatives (15boxes!)...then back to Westfield AGAIN, to get a Parker Pen for my dad as present...now I basically finished all th shopping for overseas! and I am 101% BROKE!
Yes its Christmas tomorrow…or maybe I would say, in a few hours’ time! That one and only present which I was told NOT to open till Christmas morning…I can finally open it SOON =] I can’t believe I didn’t cheat and open it earlier -.-” I mean, I opened all my presents and then wrapped them back, so I will reopen them again on Christmas~ yeh but EXCEPT for that one and only present!
Merry Christmas my friends! No matter where you are now, enjoy yourself and I wish that it would be an awesome Christmas for you all!
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
2 more days...
Sunday, December 21, 2008
4 more days...
And seems that I haven’t been working for so long! Today I was up dispensary with Larry…It was so busy. Wasn’t too bad, it’s manageable =] After that I shopped in my pharmacy for stuff like moisturizing creams for mum and dad…yeh everyone, I am leaving *only* on 12th January, 09. I wish I had booked earlier.
Stayed at home afterwards and finished off my Korean drama “Behind the White Tower”. It is one of the few *very few* dramas I’ve watched that is NOT a love story. It is more a drama about doctors in hospital trying to get into the positions they want. Pride, Fame, Money…And because of that, patients care is no longer the first priority as health care professionals. Very pathetic. I spend around 4 days to finish all 20 episodes. Was great coz I got something to entertain myself =] Plus, I still have a few interesting dramas/TV shows in my hard drive waiting for me to finish!
Don’t care la…I need new glasses anyway, wont; make a difference by now =P
4 more days till Christmas….
I am never very patient…and I am told not to open the presents till Christmas morning (Traditionally its Boxing Day morning right=P shuuushh =P I don’t want to wait one more day!)…I am so tempted to pull off the sticky tapes! I would be honest and say this is one of the biggest tests on my patience so far. Especially when that golden bag is right infront of you!!! And on it there were handwritings “Do not open until Christmas morning”…BACK AND FRONT!!!
So tempted…
Self control….
Friday, December 19, 2008
Finally...
When you really love something or someone, you might grab it a little too tight...beacuse you don't want to let it go. In this holiday, I think I did, pushed it a bit too hard. Even though you do understand what you should do and what to expect, sometimes you could be easily blinded by your own thoughts. But I am glad it all worked out in the end. The most important thing is that we know what we want, and we know there is a balance point for everything. It is not like when you don't see each other as often, everything will change. If it is a true feeling, then it won't collapse that easily. I've always believe in it.
It is always a blessing to have someone who understands you and knowing what you want and need...knowing how to work together and have faith. I am feelng lucky, very contented and I am thankful...
So let these months be a little test...which is going to make us stronger... its not goodbye.
Thursday, December 18, 2008
18th dec
I slept for 12 hours straight last night...I reckon its the night with most sleep ever since holiday has started. I always think sleeping is a waste of time...They said 1/3 of our lives are the time we spend in sleeping....which means, on average we sleep 8hrs/24hrs a day...or 2.3 days/a week ...or 10 days per month...or 4 months per year....letssay i am that lucky and live till 80 years old, I would have spent nearly 27 years sleeping. Imagine using all those time doing something more productive...more meaningful...
And now sleeping sometimes is something I do when I want time to pass quicker...
I dont; like the feeling of lying on bed awake alone, especially on a gloomy day...my own thoughts can always trap me and get me lost...like today...
and today I don't think I can take slow music...
Monday, December 15, 2008
Girls Day out!
Thursday, December 11, 2008
Its gona be friday again
Its mid December already.
Sometimes when I am alone, I really wish time can pass more quickly. Ths holiday is too long.
My eyes are tired but I dont; want to sleep....
Friday...working again...